I don't know

I really have no idea why some things happen. I truly would love to know, and others I would rather not. It's interesting how people change, how before somethings you wouldn't notice, or it didn't bother you and now they do. Some times I just shake my head and other times I try to figure out why someone would so the things they do (bad idea). All I can say is that I hope I don't do the things that bother me. One of the things that bother me is when people don't think about the things they are saying before they are said. I don't understand some things, like why in the world would you say certain things, like when you like rub somethings in someone else's face? No clue. But you know what, I just need to remember that no one is perfect, my job is to love continually and to not pass judgement (though if I was allowed to I would be pretty darn good). I really need to remember these things.

It's funny how some people just come into your head sometimes. That happened to me twice this weekend. I was at a Two Hours Traffic concert? Not really it was a cafe. Anyways, I was sitting there and one of my friends just popped into my head. I remembered how much I missed them and when I got home I wrote on their wall. Just to let them know I was thinking about them. That happened again today. Sitting there listening and another friend came to mind. I also let them know I was thinking about them. I think that it is important to let people know when you are thinking about them. It makes people feel special and lets them know that people care about them.

I have also noticed a slight difference in myself in the past little while. I don't know if it's good or bad, but I am changing. I think it probably has to do with the fact that I am maturing but who knows. Certain things bug me, as I said before, and now some things I enjoy a lot more. It's interesting how I can see things like this.

Last night I had a pretty off night. I was definitely not feeling my cheerful self, and no matter what I did I still continued to feel terrible. Obviously the start of it was that I couldn't do what I wanted, but then things just continued spiraling downwards. Being tired definitely didn't help. Sometimes I have no idea why people put up with me when I'm like that. I pity my future husband, he is going to be some wonderful guy if he can manage that.

Tonight I get to hear from one of my long time friends. I haven't had the chance to talk to him for a while with exams, work, and church meetings. I'm looking forward to it. I need a good rant session from someone unrelated to everything.

I am also reading a very good book. It's titled "The Lucky One," written by none other then Nicholas Sparks. I absolutely love this man's writing. It is truly amazing. And apparently it's going to be released as a movie next year, starring Zac Efron. Should be interesting.

When U.S. Marine Logan Thibault finds a photograph of a smiling young woman half-buried in the dirt during his third tour of duty in Iraq, his first instinct is to toss it aside. Instead, he brings it back to the base for someone to claim, but when no one does, he finds himself always carrying the photo in his pocket. Soon Thibault experiences a sudden streak of luck—winning poker games and even surviving deadly combat that kills two of his closest buddies. Only his best friend, Victor, seems to have an explanation for his good fortune: the photograph—his lucky charm.

Back home in Colorado, Thibault can’t seem to get the photo—and the woman in it—out of his mind. Believing that she somehow holds the key to his destiny, he sets out on a journey across the country to find her, never expecting the strong but vulnerable woman he encounters in Hampton, North Carolina—Elizabeth, a divorced mother with a young son—to be the girl he’s been waiting his whole life to meet. Caught off guard by the attraction he feels, Thibault keeps the story of the photo, and his luck, a secret. As he and Elizabeth embark upon a passionate and all-consuming love affair, the secret he is keeping will soon threaten to tear them apart—destroying not only their love, but also their lives.

Filled with tender romance and terrific suspense, The Lucky One is Nicholas Sparks at his best—an unforgettable story about the surprising paths our lives often take and the power of fate to guide us to true and everlasting love.

(Description from the official Nicholas Sparks website) 

Well I don't have too much to say other then that I GET to work every day next week except Friday. I am super excited. I love working! I also love the pay check that comes every two weeks. Super Pumped!! 

Have a wonderful week everyone. I hope we all remember to count our blessing and remember that we cannot choose the majority of our circumstances but we do choose how we react to them!